It's In The Air: The Insidious and Infectious Environment of The U.S.

This country makes me feel like I'm needy--people here make me feel like I'm needy! I'm always struggling with this thought and tormented by it: that I am irreparably, indelibly, and permanently emotionally needy and not normal. But when I am with people from the Middle East, and in the Middle East, I feel I am normal! I don't feel like there's something wrong with me when I am there or among the people. I don't feel able to be myself here, genuine, or spontaneous. I don't know how much longer I can last in this stupid city of Dallas and in this stupid country where only heartless and stupid people would want to live. I hate the U.S.!!!!!